The Poem

This is the poem which she never got to read and hopefully she is not reading this now. It's just too embarrassing.

Have always love to look at your beautiful eyes
Each look always make me melt like solid ice
Life loses its meaning without you by my side
Even though far apart I shall hear you cry
Never doubt deep in my heart is where you lie

This is the first love poem that I have written. It's nothing fanciful or romantic but just how I felt then. Have always wondered if it would have changed anything if I had been brave enough to give it to her. Or would she have just laughed it off and even passed it around to all her friends? I didn't dare take the chance so this poem was never exposed and it shall be buried with me. She has always been a cheerful and friendly gal and was popular among the boys. To her I was just another boy, someone she could share some of her problems with and nothing more, or at least that was what I thought. Though I was quite 'well-known' myself, I wasn't a very confident person then and in fact I had always felt inferior, feeling that no gal would like a nerd like me. The only times that I actually felt good about myself was when I was helping the gals with their Maths or other homework. Had I been a more confident person, would she and I had become a pair? Maybe we would have or maybe not but the fact is, I didn't even give it a try. By not taking the risk, I had no chance with her at all and that was the price I had to pay for being a coward. So my advice to your guys and gals out there, if you really feel for that somebody, tell her or him. By doing so, you have at least a 50% chance of getting to know that person better. Whereas, by not doing anything you have zero chance. Don't expect that person to know how you feel inside, not many people can actually read others mind correctly. He or she might suspect something but if he or she doesn't dare to make the first move too then the 2 of you will never become a pair. So if that somebody is worthy of you then you should that the risk. Anyway, what's the worst that could happen if thing turn out otherwise. You might get laughed at or even jeered at, embarrassing of course but not life threatening. If you can survive that not only will you realise that he or she is not worthy of your love, you will also emerge a emotionally stronger person. If only somebody had told me that then, then maybe now I .........................

~~~ Stay Positive! Stay Happy! ~~~
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